Wednesday, May 13, 2015

The Flow from New Place to New Mood

Sg. Petani, Kedah. A totally different place for me to live in. Although I have visited here for few times since years ago, but to stay here, it's a totally different story. I have been working in bookstore since November 2014 just after STPM finish. When people are still struggling for exams, I'm already out there started working. Working as a customer service assistant can be counted as the second working experience, that I found the job all by myself without any help from anyone. The management staff there are funny and kind person, that can make me feel like laughing all the time. After me, there are also few new staff that have same STPM qualifications, and two of them are my schoolmate. Such a coincidence that we managed to find a same job but it's a fun that there are friends working along with you. I enjoyed the moments with them. I have also found new friends there such as big brother Yau, Anderson Wee Liam, Ain, Amira Izzati, Kak Shaida and etc. We work as a team though we only work together for a little time.

It's sad to leave them, but I need to learn new things. I have to go on and find some new knowledge. So, in April, I left. I came to Sg Petani, Kedah. I started working here and gain new experience. Here, I learn many things, new mindset, new feelings, new environment. Like someone said, I'm as fresh as a fresh juice. And I do agree, office clerk work is a really new thing to me. I have to learn from the beginning, and there are 99% of things that I don't know. So, I have to keep on asking people for the information. Luckily, there are colleagues here who don't mind teaching me though I don't know whether it's with any other intention, or they really want to teach me. The world is full of fake, fake people doing fake things but I hope I wouldn't approach to these people. I still believe that there are people who willingly teach you something without any other intention, and I want to keep this belief.

So, I will keep on working here till around August, until the UPU result is out. For this, I really hope I could enter the courses I chose in UPU especially to UKM, Selangor. Since the only option I have now will be either public university or UTAR, I would actually prefer Public U. Less expenses I guess with better courses guarantee. There is one lecturer of UTAR I met here during classes, and he actually advice me to go straight for UTAR without waiting for UPU. But I don't think I will do that as my preference and point of view is different from him. What I need to do now is actually work and wait till August, and the next will remain a mystery. I hope there is something good waiting for me, and not the vice versa.

There is some surprise to share which a shock to myself too. I have actually cut my hair and change the hairstyle. Many people are surprise and so do I. I have 'learn' to wear formal dress which I never think I would. There are so many first since I arrived at Kedah. So many that I couldn't remember how I started them. 

Da!!#New place, New hairstyle, New look, New mood!#


Friday, December 27, 2013

Flashback memories 2

So, what's now??? once again my birthday celebration~~
I should have post long long time ago, but too busy and plus exams are coming~~
So, now only I have chance to post this thing~~
Ermm~~ This year is the third year I celebrated my birthday with Sam~~I think so~~
This year is rather 'special' i could say~~
Coz we celebrate it at a cafe, i could say~~
After such a long time we have not met because of studying, we finally have chance to gather again~~
7 of us gathered but unfortunately Angely is not here~~but I know her spirit always together with us~~haha~~




Erhh!!The cake is really frustrating actually!! MOK LENG!!! x_x

Because my birthday falls on September, so every year i would have to celebrate it together with my brother which his birthday falls on September too~~
So, I have never experience single celebrating birthday before~~
But, it's rather special!! x)





I celebrated at the cafe, and once again I celebrated my birthday at home with my brother~~xD



Those are the birthday presents given by my jimui~~
All are accessories~~
haha~~although I seldom have a chance to use all that, but still appreciate it a lot lar~~
Thanks, JIMUIIIIII~~~~!!!
Special thanks to Sam and Qi for the effort of making the birthday big card for me~~
And too to all others jimui, Apple, Bowie, Kah Mun, Sab and Angely for giving your wishes too in the card~~ <3

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!


The special gift this year would be the surprise card prepared by Sam and Qi!!
I appreciate it a lot~~xD
I luv iT!!<3


So, this is all for my 2013 birthday celebration~~!!
Seriously Special!! :)
16.09.2013
Again, Happy Belated Belated Birthday for myself~~
And Happy Malaysia Day again!!
:]



 Meet with jimui geh look =]  <3

Trip To Pantai Remis

Ok, a very super duper trip for me this time!!
Over the 18 years of living in this world, I finally managed to step on the land of Malaysian Beach~~How touching..! Have a very nice trip with dear family!! <3
I have ever been dreaming to have fun on the beach in my life..
Gods know how eager I was in dreaming to watch a real sea in my life~~
And this time upon back to my mom's hometown to celebrate 冬至节, we too have a chance to go to a real beach!!
Actually in the beginning, we doesn't really went to Pantai Remis to play on the beach, but actually to watch TURTLE~~ But, unfortunately, the place to watch turtle have closed because it only operate till 5pm and we went there that time is already 6 something~~So, we changed the plan and went to the beach!!
Actually I am happy because I would rather went to play at the beach also don't want to see turtle~~Hehe!! xD



I felt calm when I watch the sea~ xD



Having fun on the beach is just the best moment I can said!! 

Besides playing on the beach, what can we still do??
Of course the answer would be collecting seashells!!
wakakaka.. x)

It's time to say goodbye, but i promise I would come again in the future!! xD
Bye Bye Pantai Remis,
Bye Bye Taiping,
Bye Bye, 22.12.2013~~
 
Goodbye, Pantai Remis Beach!!


再见~~xD

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Flashback memories 1

The 8th YOUTH MOTIVATIONAL CAMP (PRP camp) 

During the July two weeks holidays, i have gone to participate the PRP youth camp with Qi and Sam..
Three of us go to Ayer Tawar by sitting a senior's car~~
In this camp, we have been separated because all the activities held are in small groups, and this definitely means that three of us are in the different group~~but this program really brought a lot of good and wonderful memories to me as here, i could learn a lot of new things, meet a lot of new friends and find a new me~~!!
I think that the programs in this camp that give me a deep impact are these following:-
-古币世界
-八大智能
-才艺晚会
-惜缘

first, let me talk about 古币世界。。
this section is quite a mystery section cause everyone are discussing about it from the first day we met already..So, i was quite looking forward to it as many people says that it is a very scary section~~
When it comes to 'scary' term, we always relate it with all the "spiritful " things,,but of course this section is not anything like it~~Every small group will have to complete 5 quest in order to complete the whole section~~What we have to do are discuss,show a drama and pass..There are five values we have to show here but i only remember one because this is the only one that my small little group are able and manage to complete the task given~~the word that we complete is '爱'..
In this completing the task process, I really can't believe a thing that is I reaally cried here..It really touches our heart when we finally manage to do one task successfully and of course, almost everyone in my group cried..so, i am not counted as embarrassing lar~~haha..

Secondly will be 八大智能。。
In this section, we are given a chance to know what are we really talented in and given a chance to prove that that's the thing we really good in..And the 3 aspects that I have choosen to go for further understanding are ‘语言智能’, ‘人际智能’ and  ‘内省智能’。。
In the ‘语言智能’, I am ask to ‘绕口令’in both english and chinese...And with my surprise I really able to do it successfully even it is in chinese~How shock am I that time!!
In the  ‘人际智能’ , this teaches me how to socialize~~ I am request to sell a thing in one minute and list out the advantage of buying that thing.. And I was given a cloth!! /.\ How weird, but still I manage to list of the advantages without failing!! I really proud of myself lor!! Marvelous!!
In ‘内省智能’, many of us are ask to sit in a circle, and share thoughts with a 督导in-charge ..
Actually, here is quite boring as it looks like, but i still enjoy this section~~
Because I like hearing stories of others, but i don't like sharing lar~~xP
And this makes me feels that maybe I could step out to become a psychologist in the future..haha..

Thirdly will be the 才艺晚会, and this section is a section that make me feels proud of myself!!
You know why, it is because although as a 副组长,i m not able to lead the group, but as an actress, i really acts very well!! This is not what i think only because all my groupmates and 督导 say that too!!
I just went up to the stage and without any prepared dialogue, I have act as a mother character successfully!!
This could be known as spontaneous act from me~~haha!! xD And finally our group with much obstacles till the last minute are able to act the whole drama successfully!!

The ending of 才艺晚会!! 

All my dearest group members and 督导!!



真疯狂呀!!


 Last but not least will be the 惜缘!!

This is the last and could be say the ending of  8th PRP camp!!
Here, we have the closing ceremony, certificate giving and bye-bye ceremony..haha..
We are asked to stand in a big circle for the participants and a small circle in the inner for 督导s..
We hug each others, and tears are rolling down the cheeks for many people but not including me lar~~
Qi also cried, while Sam and me like no feeling standing and huging with other people..Actually leh we are not 冷血one, just that don't want cried and also not feeling want to cry in big crowd jek~~
Don't mistaken us!! huiyor~~

Our group ajks: 组长( Left) ,副组长(Right-Me),和 秘书大哥(Center) !!

望。梦。乐!! That's us,, the 9th group!!

Yeah, we graduated!! xD

Others small events would be,,

The first day, making groups name, slogan and knowing each other day~~

Interview of 张爸爸(PRP camp maker)

The visit to personal old people's home~~


Erhhh~~picking rubbish day~~haha~~环保日呀!!


It's time to say goodbye!!
Ending Of 8th PRP Camp!!

有缘再见!!

Me and Sam~~xD


-ENDING of FLASHBACK MEMORIES 1-


Friday, November 22, 2013

One Stop Station

So, what i gonna do here in the middle of the STPM SEM 1 Exam??
Did I just mention EXAM??!!
Yeah, I am sitting the STPM exam right now~~
Just finish Pengajian Am, Maths T and Biology exam~~
What I can conclude is that,

PA:: Still OK lar~~not bad.at least manage to answer a few questions~~ xP
Maths T:: OK~~Ready for resit..But actually i was hoping that it can at least get a B for it~~
Biology:: What de~~What kind of questions is that??!! I don't even expect this kind of questions would be out~~Die lor~~

So, I just left Chemistry paper to sit for~~
And I am sincerely praying and begging to God..Please don't be so tough like other subjects!!
Just 3 more days left including today~~So i will fight till the last minute~~
GOD BLESS ME!! =3

Not to talk too much~~
But actually I still got many stories to share about ~~
Maybe next post i will only share about them~~
Be patient~~
Soooo~~~~ wait ~~wait~~and~~~wait~~~!!!

I will be back soon~~ =D

Monday, May 27, 2013

2013 **YEAR OF 'GAINING' EXPERIENCE**

Actually this post is to talk about all the first-time experience I gain in the beginning of the year 2013, which is from  January till May~~I realize THAT I have really faced much obstacles and challenges in this 2013 year. Should I say that this is a bad year for me or a good year for me to deal with these problems and challenges?? Bad year because I am tiring of dealing with them but a good year because GOD let me acknowledge the lessons that I would need to know in the future in an earlier stage of life.. It’s actually an advantage for me to face possible problems that may ‘attack’ me in the future~~haha..
       
This kind of challenges are actually kinda frustrating and tiring~ I should proudly say that I am proud of myself because I have really manage to keep myself going and dealing with these challenges!! xD


Not to say much, let’s begin with the list of 2013 new experience of life!!


#Sleep late at 1pm and wake up early at 5.10am.#
 #Wash my own clothes.#
#Full-day schedule of activities.#
#Have my own locker (Actually, I love it.)#
# Tidy my own locker and bed.#
# Take care of myself and carry out physical activities while I am sick.# 
#Wake up early just for SENAMROBIK!! ==#
#    Keep and hand out my handphone on and off for 2 and half months.#
# Eat spicy food everyday for 2 and half months.#
#Gun (M16) shooting activity (COOL!!)#
# ‘Flying Fox’ activity-3 level high (Damn it, I am afraid of heights, but it is fun actually)#
# Attend Buddha class.#
# Go to temple every Sunday.#
#Learn how to pray Buddha.#
# Left family for two and half months.#
# Be leader in a small group.#
# Communicate with boys other than family members..==#
#Sing patriotic songs every morning and night.#
# Night shifts duty (ronda) around the dorm.#
# Learn how to use walkie-talkie.#
# Speak through microphones and speakers for announcement.#
# Queue up for turn to use bathroom and toilet everyday.#
# Have stepsisters.#
#. Decorate the class(Tok Kenali) for kelas kenegaraan.#
#Slept with friends that was other races (Malay).#
#Share ideas among the group members.#
#Acting(Lakonan sketsa)#
#. Khidmat Komuniti at Beruas in Clinic Beruas.#
# Cough for 3 weeks..==/// #
# Send uniforms to the Dobi.# 
# Wear tudung for fun.(I am forced to!!) #
# Running under the rain.#
# 6 meals a day! (WOW!!) #
# Set up a tent. #
#Sleep overnight in camping area. #
# Join the ‘Unggun Api’ opening ceremony for malam wirajaya. #
 Cannot bath for one whole day.(YUCKS!! STICKY!!) #
 Wore a long gown.#
#Won a gold medal for marching competition among companies. #
# Finish reading 4 twilight series thick novels in 2 months..#
 Vote for ‘pilihan raya’ in camp.#
 Meet and make friends with more than 30 new friends within 2 months.#
# Apply for ‘P’ car license. #
# Worked with my aunt in Ola-Ola cuisine. #
# Worked during Mother’s Day. #
# Serve all kinds of customers with different attitude whether good or bad ones.#
# Learn how to work in cuisine.#
# Achieve only 7A’s, 2B’s and 1C in SPM.#
#Get a new handphone for getting that kind of result in SPM.#
# Been sent many kinds of offer letter. (but none of it interest me)#
# Write new lyrics in the camp while boring.#
# Study form 6 in SMK JALAN TASEK (STPM) /.\ #
# Get lost in my new school..^3^( I am direction absent minders) #
# Separate with my best buddies!! (NO!!) >__< #
# Attend tuition classes. #
 Bought spectacles and reference books with my own money..</3 #

~~The conclusion is my 5 months life in the beginning of the year 2013 is quite ‘interesting’. Speechless.. Most of the experience I gain is through the National Service Program at TELUK RUBIAH, MANJUNG. I hope the following days, months and years would be much much better than that few months.~~


P/S: GOD, HOPE YOU HEARD MY PRAY!


****Please let me achieve a better than the best result in STPM for all semesters. I need the results for further studies in PHARMACY COURSE!!****
Don’t let me down like what you have gave me in my SPM, matriculation application and upu application result… I AM BEGGING YOU! 


#Old#pic#:V#Gambattelar#phoebe#



Wednesday, March 20, 2013

PLKN 的生活日记。。

一月五号,我就进了KEM PLKN TELUK RUBIAH。。
那时候的我感受到无比恐惧和陌生。。
只看见无数的陌生脸孔。。
完全没有一丝丝的兴奋来面对挑战。。
第一天,我就忙东忙西的。。
去报名,搬行李,去拿衣服,鞋子,寻找自己的dorm, 找自己的床,收拾locker..
根本连喘气的时间都没有。。哪还有时间认识新朋友呀??!!
一开始,我还真的不习惯kem 里的生活。。
无数次流着眼泪想要回家。。
那一刻,我才发现原来自己也有弱懦的时候呀。。
当然啦,这也不能怪我啦,谁叫我是个没离开家过的小孩。。哈哈。。可笑吧!!
可是过了几天后,我就慢慢适应过来了呀。。算是很了不起了。。
不过,我很庆幸,很感恩。。
因为在这里,我能训练自己,让自己变得根强!!
这是个很好的机会来体会各式各样的经验!!
慢慢的我就交到了许多朋友。。不分男女噢。。因为当有class的activity时,就必需form一个小组。。一个小组必定有男女分配好的。。
在dorm里,我必需面对着不同种族的另外32个女生。。
有华人,印度人,马来人还有lain-lain 的。。哈哈。。
而且另外两个是比较特别的人因为她们比我们大。。一个19岁还有一个20岁。。
可是她们的性格完完全全就像我们一样。。没什么区别。。呵呵。。
在kem里,我也尝试到了一直没能尝试过的感觉。。
那就是有大过我的好姐姐们。。
像真正的姐姐一样陪伴在我的身边。。
大姐,二姐!!我很想念你们呀!!
你们让我体会到了做妹妹的机会。。
谢谢你们!!
没有你们,我在kem里的生活或许就没那么精彩了。。
在这里我也体会到了团体精神。。
虽然我的小组有那么一点点的passive 啦。。
就在这里我也遇见了他。。
他是我5年多以来,第一个相处过的男生。。
也是第一个开口跟我说话的男生吧。。
真是个不寻常的缘分呀。。
所以也因为如此,在kem里,我影像里最深刻就是遇见他吧。。谁叫他是个不寻常的人物。。哈哈。。给他知道我酱讲他,一定给他骂死的。。
当然,一丝丝的奇怪感觉当然是有的啦。。只是不知道那到底是个怎么样的感觉而已。。
不能怪我,我平生以来第一次跟一个男生走的特别近叻。。
没有任何感觉,我不就称得起外星人这个名号了。。!!
我很希望能再次遇见kem里的朋友,当然不能否认,想遇见的还有他了。。

Kem 里的朋友。。

二姐和我咯。。 :)

大姐and me..

The 3 sisters.. 像样吗?? :目

Low, Candy, Mee har and me.. XD


Afiqah and me~

Dora and me..haha..

My 3 buddies and me..Jemima, Kuan and Wen!!

Eja and me..

Cola and me..
Her name is Ko Lok Yi lar~~
nickname is coca-cola..
ooppss..hehe..

Me and Nina (penolong ketua dorm)

KK and me!!

Yean and Me~


Zan and me!! My old classmate!! X)

大姐and me..



Hehe..Peace!!


Me and Amy~~
哈哈。。

Malam Lambaian Kasih~~The final Night of Pelatih Kem Teluk Rubiah Kumpulan 1 Siri 10/2013

Here it goes~~

The photos~~
Flowers given by him to me and 大姐。。

Last dinner~~Mushroom Chicken Chop and orange juice!!

Frens!! I will miss u all a lot!!

Sweety 大姐~~

First time wearing such long gown!! I swear!!

那个他咯~~胡玉明~~Jeremy Foo


Aishah and me~

二姐~you looks pretty than me lor~~
羡慕叻。。


Candy, the model and me!!


Photo when playing flying fox, malam wirajaya, kelas activity, buddha class..~~
My legs shaking!! OMG!!

Every Sunday!! The destination!! Temple!!

Buddha class teacher~~haha~~

Temple chinese new year small gift~~

The Titan class~~

My group name in temple~~


Majlis Penutup PLKN!!





我们和komander!! 难得的合照哟!!
毕业啦!!

分数榜!!
 我的kem里的生活到此结束!!
万岁!!
妳做的非常棒!!
张舒琳!!
<3

永远的回忆。。终生难忘呀!!
希望我们的缘分不会在此结束。。
希望能再次遇见你们!!
我的朋友们!!

Friends~~

Friends~~

My dear friends~~

My dear friends~~